Refuse to regain. This is the place I strive to get to every day.

Some days I really have to examine my actions and make sure they stay right in line with what I want to enjoy (body wise). Because I know I will not regain!
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ps...i got the best compliment to date yesterday. a woman whom i didn't know from eve told me "...and you are so trim..." coming from a thin stranger, talking to a formerly fat person who has almost finished the fat to fit race, that was AWESOME! i was pretty much on cloud nine =D =D =D =D =D

the reason that her comment was the best ever was because she wasn't saying "you look so good now! that you aren't fat anymore" she just said "you look so good"

i know people are not intentionally insulting me when they tell me i look great and WOW "i didn't even recognize you" because i know they are truly being sincere. but in the back of a formerly fat person's mind all you can think is "yep i really did look horrible and i really was fat" a big slap of reality all the time is pretty tough to get over. but i'm getting closer daily.